12 August 2009 @ 6:25 PM.
someone wise taught me this.loving sumone doesnt meant u must cling on them till death.u must also learn to let go.n if the person is meant for u he/she will come back to u one day.so im letting u fly far far away and put u aside of my heart.n if u were to came knocking on my door again i will be willing to accept u no matter wat happen to u n the previous ex of urs.the love just cant die.maybe ure too hurt.nvm one day u will noe the meaning of this.btw thnks for everything ok?n teaching me how to love n let go of someone.n if u dont mind the way of us talking will be the same just tt we be bestfriend like last time.cs i noe u inside out n deep down.i will be willing to be ur pillion of strength.n yea on tt day when i met u thnks for the time,last hug n allowing me to kiss ur forehead for the last time.nw u belong to him.make sure u tc good care of urself n listen to yr parents.i really meant wat i said that day.every piece of it.cs i was so stupid n brainless b4.bt i really regretted n i really want u back tt day.i didnt think of ur feelings n i didnt noe tt im already too late.im sorry adita tian.forgive me.i already forgive u frm head to toe.i didnt use her ok.she is the pillion of my strength.she,nadt n mi.all of them help me when im dying outside.im just moved by wat she had done for me.tts all.maybe its u tt still think tt i hvnt change n i nv will cs u didnt notice it when ure busy n when im all alone.i can already control my mouth n temper and i learnt to appreciate ppl.n i didnt smoke nor drink anymore.my determination drive is very strong nw.im nt a quitter no more.im tired to be one.maybe its too soon for me to talk.u will just see the diff soon.the next time u see me or talk to me its nt with the faruq u known b4.maybe u abuse the word 'mat rep'.trust me im nt one.maybe by u judging the way i wear.bt the way i talk n the way i move is totally nt.let throw the past away n start afresh as bestfriends.n yeah pls i wanna go indonesia.pls.make this a birthday wish for me.AND our ann is coming near.i would really love n appreciate if u can spend time with me.eventhough a short while just tt as friends.thnks.btw beloved secretary thnks for all tt u hv done for me.i appreaciate it alot.n yea pek dont forget uh to watch movie.gi joe bt only the both of us.my kwn watch already.busted!hahah.its on u k?.kidd!haha. meet up soon pek!
