25 September 2009 @ 12:11 AM.
been wanting to say this.well here it goes.i been wanting a gf.not for lust,not breaking her heart,not for mistreating her.but its for a companion i have been longing for.whom i can share my stories with her.go through the ups and downs.to take good care of me.not me making me feel neglect.make her feel loved and share my heart with her like its the last slice.i will do my best to stop all my bad habits and prosper in sch like i always do.getting A's.i have been astrayed for 9 months.not enlisted in sch nor work.and i do have a problem with misbehaving.i have been fooling around endlessly till i met this somebody at an unproper place/event.i dont give a shit bout yr bloody past or watsoever.and its ntg compared to my shitty past.whats past is past.if it werent for the past we aint what we're now.and when i say i love u i did mean it.just that im really afraid to make u official mine.cause im afraid im might just break your heart.maybe i should just give it a chance cs i know it will blossom well cs ure one hell of a sweet girl.and you aint like those girls outside.you really love and care for me.you know who im talking about.i love u...........
