17 September 2009 @ 8:39 PM.
hari raya is just round the corner.im totally not ready for it.especially the seeking for forgiveness part.where i have to seek forgiveness frm the elderly such as ayah,mummy,1st bro,1st sis,2nd bro,2nd sis.gosh it sucks being 5th in the fam.i done them wrong countless of time this year.im sure gonna burst in tears.my ramadan for this year is totally ruin.i wish i could turn back time and control myself frm all the temptations of the devil.this year's celebration sure gonna bring back past memories.i had everything last year which was so beautiful.bt now i lost everything.i didnt expect things to be this way.gotta brace myself for this upcoming heartbreak