19 October 2009 @ 4:16 AM.
firstly i wanna wish u a big thank you and a round of applause.if u wanna talk plsss mind ur words cs i have been tolerant all this while.u and ur foul mouth.blowing ur top.is it worth is?i have been nodding down and hearing what u and ppl say.im just too lazy to speak up.u only think you are the only one w that flaring temper?sorry bt u hvnt yet met nor heard words frm my mouth.u wanna go on mocking me, scolding me vulgarities, label me names and feeding words into my mouth.GO ON AND I DNT EVEN FUCKING CARE.IT AINT WORTH BLOWING MY TOP FOR THIS.ITS JUST A EFFING WASTE OF TIME.u said that im nt over my ex?YA U GOT THAT RIGHT.i still have unsettle issues w her cs she kept badmouthing me while she is the PERFECTO.i do love her but all is turn to hatred.u get it?u knew that i had my vices and i also did warn u that im only gonna break ur heart but yet u still want to change me and want me.u say me this that, feeling insecure, blaming me and u even doubted me.but have u mirror urself and blame urself 1st b4 blaming me?who ask u to go gugugaga over me in the 1st place?the reason i ask u to put us in a r/s at fb was just a gesture.untk main2 je.phm?bt i didnt noe u were seriously falling for me and love me.to be honest im confuse.i do have that feeling for u.but sometimes the feeling suddenly disappear and the next min it will be dere again.idk whats goin on.everythings seems a mess.and im sorry for my action.but i think u dnt unstd how i roll.i want things to go in order.take thing cool and slowly.learn bout each otr.i hate rushing.and we are like rushing.seriously if u cant wait then no choice.it cant be force.basically frm the start i noe that we gonna have communicating probs.on how to unstd otr desire and needs.and the way we interact.u can label or say whatever u want.i noe myself best.i will continue on what im doin best.and i wont listen to no one.i have probs w obeying.sorry.i wont change nor arrange my ways.im just too stubborn.and lastly dont compare me w my ex.u sure she is happy w her life?haaaaaaa.and u say that im hurting ppl or are u hurting urself.think bout it kay?im really happy this way.my life has no boundaries.aint that good.sorry if i too harsh but i say things straightforward.
